HEAVEN

HEAVEN

Brilliance of light; brighter than day;
Millions of worshippers sing and pray;
Freedom is ours beyond compare
For God has erased all our worries and cares.
No sadness or pain or darkness of night;
No clouds of sorrow or anger or fright.
No poverty, hunger, or crime exists.
No hatred or murder, abuse or tests.
We all overcame by the blood of the Lamb
And we sing endless praise to the great I AM.
All questions are answered; time comes to an end;
And we finally see Jesus our Savior and Friend.

Millions are gathered together to see
The Master Creator who set our hearts free.
And at the great banquet we dine with the King;
We feast at His table, and gifts we bring;
We dance and rejoice with no tears to think of;
We laugh in His freedom and walk in His love.
We all live forever in radiant light
For once we were blind, but he gave us new sight.
Once we were lost and hurt and alone;
But He showed us His comfort and gave us a home.
What delight, what wonder we feel in this place
As we see our beloved, The Prince, face to face.

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A FALLEN WORLD

8525477-a-pair-of-cottonwood-trees-on-a-cloudy-winter-dayThis time of year, I feel myself slipping into discouragement or depression.  It’s overcast a lot here in Texas, foggy the past few days.  And I need the sun to shine on me.  Everything is dying and dark.

It is now when I think about heaven a lot.  It will be sunny there.  No sorrow, no sin, no conflict.  The weight of the world will no longer be something to bear us down.

Today was hard especially.  I went to church and my pastor announced his daughter just gave birth to a child last night.  Although that is a great thing in the right circumstances, this time it grieved me.  The pastor’s daughter is not married.  She had an illegitimate child.  The pastors are not apologetic about it at all.  This bothers me a lot and makes me want to go to another church.  My husband like this church and the relationships he’s developed.  And we should both belong to the same church.  The church I like is more old school Church of God where they still have altar calls every Sunday and worship in the Spirit, not just what they planned on singing, but what they feel the spirit calling us to sing at the moment.  The church my husband and I attend now is more rock and I don’t like that either.

I am tired of this world and all the carnal living that I see growing in Christians these days.  Including me.  I am no exception.  This emotional up and down is not of God.  Jesus was full of joy all the time, and loved people all the time.  He was not judgemental toward people although he didn’t like the sin.

I try to be encouraging on these blogs, but I felt I needed to write my emotions and let them out.   Venting is always good so I don’t harbor the negative thoughts and feelings inside.

On top of this, I have a lot of struggles with my daughter which is a whole other story.

ComforterGod is still good.

He is still sovereign.

He is still in control.

I choose to praise Him even in my darkest hour.